Every person indeed needs at least someone to back them up. People come and go as much as they want. And this hurts me a lot. This teach me how to survive alone. I know that not all things we can do by ourselves. Sometimes we do need someone to depend on. But bear in mind, DON'T GET TOO ATTACHED ON SOMEONE. Because once you did, you'll hurt yourself a lot. We all know it is hard to mend a broken heart so don't let your heart easily broken by anyone. I am in a state of grief right now. It's just that it breaks my heart when someone said something like "kau kena faham bila .... aku tak ada masa untuk kau. aku tak perlu kau". That was just as an example okay ? Someone said something like that to me recently and it just broke me to pieces. I cried like a kid who'd just fell down and hurt her/his knees badly. I blame myself for being easily attached to someone. I don't think I can face that person right now. Even when that person tried to reach me or whatsoever it'd become dull. It hurts me a lot. The kind of hurt when you try so hard not to burst in tears. Sigh. I have nothing left to say. I love that person a lot. I hope we could make up sooner or later. I don't wanna lose that person. Till then ...
Best regards,
AIN ATHIRAH